Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Success and Stress

      My dinosaur lesson plan was a success! It was weird, I didn't feel nervous or anxious at all. My professor said I did a good job, and my classmates asked me to clarify one or two things for them. My classmates were really interested in my dinosaur nest that I used for my anticipatory set. CVS sells these dinosaur eggs that you let sit in water, and they start to hatch within 12 - 24 hours. The dinosaurs inside absorb the water, which causes them to slowly break through their shell and get bigger. Who knew an impulse buy could turn into such a fun experiment for children and 20 year olds?
      Now that I've completed this poster session, it's time to prepare for my next one. I'm doing a case study on a special education student in a school that I observe in. I haven't had much time to really work with him in addition to my lack of transportation. Today was a hassle after my poster session because I was scrambling to find a ride. The students have their spring break next week, and my write up is due soon after. Basically, its now or never for the write up. I realize that as a future teacher, I will have to deal with sudden changes in my plan, whether it be switching things up in a lesson or dealing with last minute details. I'm slowly learning that life will throw you curve balls no matter how big or small; however, that doesn't mean they are insignificant. Yes, today I felt some stress, but I keep forgetting that I was successful today as well. I created a differentiated lesson plan by myself and it was well received. I felt proud of what I had created and I felt something that I often lack: confidence.
      In teaching, I will be thrown curve balls in the shape of my students, but I should never forget to enjoy the little things. Maybe I should act like a dinosaur: go with the flow and try not to get eaten by something bigger than me.

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